Blogger is being a tard so I can't upload any pictures or the pretty header that Courtney did so alas I must do without.
Moving on.....
Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know...
At times there are people who annoy me (I am Taurus and a bull you do the math) and often times
there are those who I would like to punch in the face.
But I do refrain a LOT....
However there is one person who I wish I had never had the displeasure of knowing. She was/is a THIEF, HOODLUM, MANIPULATIVE CANTANKEROUS, LYING, SCHEMING, person who would steal her mothers life if she could get away with it.
She came into my friends life at a time where she was vulnerable and needed someone there all the time. ALEX was that person. She swindled her way into her life to steal her identity and boy did she.
I am not going to go into detail but the outcome was that on April 1st the police showed up to arrest her and she was taken to jail, did some time and is now out free. Be careful who you let into your life, do a background check if you have too but be careful.
October 31, 2010
Happy Birthday 23rd Lil Bro
My lil bro turns 23 years old today.
I can still remember what I was doing at 1:45am
Halloween Day!!
My life was forever changed. I asked my
Parents to send him back. Back where no idea
And really didn’t care, just send him BACK!!
He grew up to be a very handsome, healthy,
Charming young man. He is
Married, sorry ladies and he has
Taken to fatherhood like a champ.
When he got married this year his
Wife my SIL had 3 precious youngens,
He loves them as his own, and you would never
Know they were not biologically his.
My lil bro has grown into an amazing person
Who at times drives me batty and questioned.
Why they didn’t at least try to send him back.
But can’t imagine my life without!
So lil bro on today’s Halloween I wish
You HappY BirthdaY and cheers to many
Many, many more.
LOVE YOU LOTS
SISSY
October 30, 2010
Day 11 Truth be told
Day 11 Something People seem to compliment you the most on
Oddly my hair. I think like everyone
I have good hair days and horrible hair days.
And on those horrible hair days people
tend to like my hair.
Recently, well for more than a year
I have been wearing it the same way
in a pony tail sort of off my face and out of the
way.
It needs to be dyed and trimmed just haven't
had the time or energy to do it.
so those who think my hair is
pretty thank you!!
Oddly my hair. I think like everyone
I have good hair days and horrible hair days.
And on those horrible hair days people
tend to like my hair.
Recently, well for more than a year
I have been wearing it the same way
in a pony tail sort of off my face and out of the
way.
It needs to be dyed and trimmed just haven't
had the time or energy to do it.
so those who think my hair is
pretty thank you!!
October 29, 2010
Day 10...Truth be told for 30 Days
Day 7....Someone who has made you life worth living for...Not gonna share this one
October 27, 2010
We bit of Wednesday V20
October 26, 2010
Day 8
Someone who made your life hell,
or treated you like SH!T.
I am going to follow code here
and do the correct day.
No applause necessary.
It's not often that someone treats me like crap.
I don't take it.
But for the past few years I have
been getting crap from
my employers, family and some friends.
I am not going to go into detail because
well I have either done something about it
or gotten over it.
But I will say that it is up to you to change your stars.
or treated you like SH!T.
I am going to follow code here
and do the correct day.
No applause necessary.
It's not often that someone treats me like crap.
I don't take it.
But for the past few years I have
been getting crap from
my employers, family and some friends.
I am not going to go into detail because
well I have either done something about it
or gotten over it.
But I will say that it is up to you to change your stars.
Day 7 Truth be told for 30 Days
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for!!
Without going into details I have chosen
to forgive and forget the individuals.
They have affected my relationships
with others, made me insecure,
and took my confidence.
They did things that no one should ever
have to go through.
Although I believe in Karma
and they are getting what they
deserve 10 fold. I
don't wish them any harm
just to know that they will never
be in my eyes a human
again. They will be the animal
they portrayed when I was little and took
away what they had no right too.
Shame on you...
Twisted Tuesday
Have you ever had the feeling you should have stayed in bed. That was today for me.
On the way to work I almost got hit by A SEMI and then side swiped by a Honda Accord, within 5 seconds of each other. For some reason they wanted to join me in my lane as I am passing them. Lovely, I used my horn a great deal this morning and hopefully this day doesn't get any worse.
OH but wait did I forget to mention the jerk-terdface that was going to take me out for a taco and a drink. Yep that's right the FORD lady did a huge turn because apparently her car is too big for a DRIVE THRU so she makes this wide u-turn and ends up at the entrance when I am half way in, and proceeds to keep going. Really, really you are that hungry that you would hit someone who was clearly in the right just to get your breakfast burrito and a drink. By all means Ranch-hole go right ahead, I am not late for work or anything. Plus please please cut me off and have me back up so you can get through without scratching my car.
Travelers beware for the Drive Thru cut off it could happen to you.
October 25, 2010
Day 8 Truth be told for 30 Days
Oops I mean Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Be a mother. I want to either adopt and have children naturally if still possible.
Be a mother. I want to either adopt and have children naturally if still possible.
Day 6 Truth be told for 30 Days
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for....
I don't really need to forgive myself of anything. I am hard on myself for things but that has to do with my weight issues and relationship with food.
I guess I could forgive myself for going off on all the diets and gaining weight. However, I have figured out something that could work for me I just have to stop Procrastinating and do it.
That's my plan is to just do it. I'm somewhat boring don't like consequences so I was a good girl growing up.
Day 5 Truth be told for 30 Days
Something you hope to do with your life......In previous posts I may have mentioned the difficulty I will have conceiving my own children. I was told at 15 yrs old that it was a slim to none chance. And at 18 yrs old I decided to adopt.
Something I hope to do with my life is give a chance to someone. Give them a loving home, health and LOVE. I want a little girl about 3-5 yrs old who I can help mold, educate and watch her grow to be a beautiful person.
First I realize the hardships of a single parent. Doing this all on my own. But why else would I feel chosen for this purpose. I'm not religious but I feel something that is telling me that I am meant to be someone's mother. I am meant to love and cherish a young person and help guide them to be who they are meant to be in life. Give them opportunities that I had as a child and give them a chance in life.
Second, it would be easier with someone in my life but like I said before I do not need a man to take care of me. I am looking for a man to compliment and add to my life not be my life. If I have a child when I meet him then he needs to accept both of us or none.
Third, I have a great support system and am taking measures in life to get to the point where I am able to be a mother for this child.
I do not know her name, what she looks like or who she is but I am excited for the opportunity when I do.
October 23, 2010
Day 4 Truth be told for 30 Days
Dude day 4 of the Truth just keeps pouring out. Thanks Courtney Kirkland for this awesome idea. Clearing out some cobwebs....I am going to tackle Day 2 of Courtney's 30 Days of Truth.
About a month ago some of my friends decided that because I was down in the dumps I would do 50 things I like or love about myself. I did about 4 all by myself but after that well I have a hard time guess I am modest. HAHAHAHa
The one thing that was number one on my list is how I love the fact that I have humor about things. My humor is a bit odd and I find things funny that some women do not...3 stooges, Rodney Carrington, Dane Cook, Ralphie May, etc. I like the fact that my humor about myself keeps me from getting hurt and through that have acquired a thicker skin.
There you have it I love my sense of humor. At times I am even funny.
October 22, 2010
Day 3: Truth be told for 30 days
Day 3: Which is Courtney Kirkland's Day 1 of 30 days of truth. Again I don't follow the rules so here goes.Previously I mentioned that I am a Procrastinator of the highest form. I dislike this about myself and am doing my best to reverse it. I make to do lists (all the time), I try and do things now rather than later. However certain things like cleaning out my closet, sending out resumes (equals good future...sigh), and going to the gym.
I make up excuses for each thing however the only person this hurts is me. I put myself on a budget to see if I can loose weight, stop procrastinating by moving (walking) and making a great play list to try and motivate my Lazy persona.
I write things down on my calendar but the only time I look at it is at work or when I have a paper I need inside. How do I rectify? How do I make myself or remind myself to look at the calendar? UGH and a big sigh....
Therefore Taurus is my sign and hello I am a procrastinator. Is there an PA group or something?
October 21, 2010
Day 2 Truth be told for 30 days
I decided to do Day 29 of Courtney Kirkland's
30 days of truth. I never followed order
so not really going to start now.
Day29 or Day 2 for me post is
about something I would change well Hope to change
about myself.
I put things off ALL THE TIME (annoyed sigh followed).
No idea why, I am organized, think things through
once I have done them that is and
at times follow through. But I procrastinate
all the time.
For example for weeks I have wanted to
clean, I mean CLEAN out my closet. Get
rid of all the clothes I haven't worn in years
or will never wear again. Organize the shelves.
Put things in cute boxes my friend Kari got for me
and label each one. Then go through the hall
cupboards and get rid of and pack stuff up
there.
I have been saying this for weeks. I
am going to donate the clothes and what not
to my co-worker. So no need to think about
what I am going to do with the stuff afterward.
This past weekend didn't work out for
me because of NOTHING. That's right
I could have done it this weekend,
put on a good play list and went for it.
Things always seemed to come up
and well I was MS. LAZY.
I hate this about myself.
Day 3: What I hate about myself...mmmmm wonder
KOOL-AID Guy ROCKS
So to stop procrastinating and move forward I have yep you guessed it!!! I canceled my membership to 24 Hour Fitness and Weight Watchers. It no longer fit my budget, I never went and really the people in the gym made me feel uncomfortable.
However, I have not given up on my get healthy plan. I just contacted Dominguez State and they have a track that is available to the public. So I am going to walk 30 minutes every other day for 2 weeks, after which I am going to move it up to 40 minutes, then 50 and so on. In the interim I am going to contact my insurance and see if they have a “wellness” plan that includes a gym and possibly a YWCA or something. I am not looking to hook up with anyone from a gym, I am there to get healthy and on track. Plus a man would be a distraction. (swoon)
Do I feel good about canceling the membership? YES
Am I excited about saving money? Yes
Do I have goals for saving? OH YAH
Do I like the sound of the Kool-Aid GUY? OH YAH OH YAH OH YAH
October 20, 2010
A wee bit of me Wednesday-Catch up
{one} grilled or fried?
Thanks for that
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