So I haven't been writing for 5 days. That's not the longest record by far, I started this blog in 2004 and didn't update or anything for years. I felt I didn't have anything to write about, my life was well school, work, sleep, school nothing interesting about that; unless your a hermit.
Weekend roundup (or just SATURDAY) I had to work a resource fair (oh boy) and then helped a challenged person take down a sign; did I mention that a gentleman put it up and had she payed attention like I did she would have been able to do it herself. Anyway, I left in enough time to get to Jenny's bridal shower, it was really great seeing her and her family. I am truly happy for her and know that she has made the right decision for her life to continue on a path that her and Ryan will be extremely happy on.
Sunday I watched House (yippee) good note I got all four seasons for the price of one. Love Target super sales.
Last night I finally cracked. People cracked me, I broke down thinking that I was going to fail. And this time I could take someone who is innocent down with me. I took out my mood on my brother who I am sure at one time would either deserve it or did deserve it. Then my mind went back to ME mode (meaning the right channel) and got it together. I know that what I am doing is the best decision for me and the child. I can do it albeit not the easiest time to do it in; but really is it ever going to be. I appreciate all the feedback and know that I consider and thought about everything that was said from everyone. I may be defensive about somethings but know that it is coming from a good place. And am still thinking everything through, my plate has grown in the last few months and come December it will never be empty which I plan on enjoying.
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