I am a dead end. Things have really started getting to me and some of it really is non-sense that I should just let it go. I know most do not do it on purpose but really it frustrates me because then I think what did I do to prompt that reaction or comment; that is lack there of in some cases. I am often over looked and those who know me are wondering how is that possible but really I am an after thought at most. Most of the time it doesn't bug me but for the last few months or so it has really gotten to me and I just choose to brush it off.
This is what happens when I am in a rut or fell that I have no way to reach the top of the mountain. I need one break and then I would be able to keep trekking but I am so tired of fighting for myself that I want to rest but if I do that than I would be stepped over instead of being picked up.
I guess what you might say is that my life is due for a change and I AM GOING TO CHANGE IT.
Isn't' it funny how I always talk about it but never make a plan or set goals for that well. that changes today after work I am going to start my list.
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