Things need to change

So for today's exciting post I have to put into words things around me that need to change.

1. My feet are still extremely swollen to the point that I can't see my ankles unless I stay in bed all day. Even my water pill is no longer working
2. My family still tries to control me when I haven't been controllable since birth
3. I fell off the wagon (not drinking) and having a hard time getting back on
4. I am dreading a certain conversation with my mother (no not pregnant)
5. I hate that I let my family get to me still, I try to block it out but it really never sises to amaze me how they affect me
6. I need a new job
7. I have applied for my dream jobs and have heard nothing, I know the economy sucks but seriously cut me one break. All I ask is for one break in my entire life.
8. When others say there were put here for a purpose I wonder how they figured out what their purpose was and when they found it?
9. I hate being treated like I am 24 at work because all the others in higher management are over 50 and feel that because I look young I am a child to them.
10. I am such a procrastinator