I enjoy the saying "You want to make God laugh tell him what you have planed". I think I am a good person; I don't hurt people intentionally, have malicious tendencies and do right more often then wrong. Yes I have mad road rage and sometimes in angry make comments that I don't regret latter but realize maybe I shouldn't have been so blunt. However, I am honest at times brutally and don't like to think in this life things are just not fair. THEY'RE NOT!!
What is the reason for the aforementioned rant? Where am I going with this? Is this just non-sense that I had to get off my chest?
Well it comes from my realization that I have been going through for the past month about my life. I don't have regrets but I do have one wish that I should have done. Then again my life would be completely different if I had and I like my life maybe not the place I am in but my life has been challenging and educational. At most times fun.
I am calmer and rational when it comes to certain things. I HAVE a moral compass and my ethical line is very visible. I have reconnected with some family members and friends. Don't get me wrong I am still a stubborn bull that stands firm in my beliefs and will fight to prove my point. But at this point I am CHOOSING my battles. I have a new relationship with my mom that grows everyday. We have our ups and downs and agree to disagree when it comes to certain things. I am a reality tv junkie but realize the reason for watching is pure "WHAT ARE THEY THINKING" factor more than "wow this is so real".
So my friends I leave you with this.....be you at all times never compromise who you are because of things around you. Enjoy who you are and be good not only to those around you but to yourself as well. Your not perfect...embrace it!! I finally am.
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