Weekend Round Up and Some self loathing

Good Monday all..... And for my next trick I will be frustrated and anger. I must say this and then move on.... I hate how "Bush" put our economy in the toilet and the "terminator". There is absolutely nothing I can do and I feel stuck. Basically, I am having the birthday blues, in about a month I will turn another year older and have nothing to show for my life. No house, car that works, job that pays or child and no husband. I feel like I am trying to live in my 20's um hello self your not 20 your in your mid-thirties. That bothers me the most mid-thirties. I don't regret any decisions because you can't live on regrets but there are things I want to do differently.

So far this is what I have figured out what to do...

1. buy a car before April 1st-I am seriously scared but I have to
2. putting out resumes everywhere including out of state
3. pay off bills that are hoovering over me since college
4. get a second job if #2 doesn't happen anytime soon
5. try and just be happy it could be worse

So, if any of you have any suggestions, contacts anything let me know.

Ok, weekend round up. Friday was alright just stayed home and finished off my week list.
Saturday went shopping for a car (found one but they wouldn't give me what I wanted so I walked off) however, the weather has changed so my ankles turned into cankles (size of cantelopes) hurting more than normal so I had to go home and put them up. After taking a nap woke up with a migraine that lasted the remaining of the weekend. Sunday, I finished season 2 of Veronica Mars.

How was yours???