Over the course of a year I have noticed that my fear of certain things has changed and grown in some instances. I have full control over my fears and yet they still keep me from doing things that I would normally due.
I have a fear of falling and but not from airplanes (although um not happening); but from standing on a chair. Yes, a chair. In the past I have fallen off of horses, bikes, beds, trees, etc. But I have the hardest time standing on a ladder or chair to get something high. Even stools freak me out. I know that its in my head but I realized that because I have such horrible balance in general; I feel uncomfortable being up there. Therefore, I keep my feet on the ground.
My goals or whatever for this coming year do not include working on this. I have tried and failed. However, when I have to get up on a chair or place that is clearly an obstacle due to my balance I grab on and go for it.
so until I get over it, I will just deal with the fact that I don't like heights.
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