I have been MIA for sometime and when I am not MIA I only write a bit about nothing. Well let me tell you why. I feel that everyone around me is moving forward and I am stuck. I am not unhappy just stuck. I have friends who have gotten married, are having children and amazing careers. As I well I'm stuck. I have put out r$#^*e and nothing. All I ask for is one chance to have anyone for a step in the door.
Don't get me wrong I am happy for my friends even my few family members who have gotten what they have in life. When is it my turn. I have been patient for some time now and I really don't want to wait till I'm 80 and then someone gives me a plate with everything I have always wanted. Um, really can't enjoy it.
Some may say make your own destiny. Here's the thing. Someone else has my destiny in their hands and can't do anything about it.
So I ask my fellow stuck peeps. What is a girl to do? Besides wallow and be stuck. Again it could be worse. But it has been this way for many (emphasis on the many) years.
Is it my turn yet?
Hi Gina...
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to let you in on something.
I know you say you are happy and all, and that you have sent out resume's...
Prospective employers google ALL APPLICANTS.
Your blog is public, as it your Facebook, and
Twitter... whether you make it private or not, it doesn't matter, it can always be opened.
Some of your stuff makes it seem like you are very depressed, I'M NOT JUDGING... I am all for self expression and full disclosure... however, the down side to that is the people that don't know you, reading your stuff, and wondering if you are 'stable' or 'the right type of attitude or temperament" for their firm.
I also want you to know that NO ONE, under any circumstances ' HAS YOUR DESTINY IN THEIR HANDS" EXCEPT you!!!! Ever! never give someone else that much credit or hold on you.
Please find happiness where ever you can find it.
I care about you and your future, and just wanted to let you know. I enjoyed talking to you yesterday. We should do it more often.