A very dear friend is having a girl very soon. Her family is growing she already has a beautiful step-daughter who is way to smart for her own good. When I was asked to be the godmother I was awed, she has so many people surrounding her I was amazed that she would choose me. Then the feeling of not all jealousy came because I am a year younger and my life is at a stand still. Currently, all I think about is having a child not necessarily getting married but adopting a little girl from HOME. But at this point I know that is just wishful thinking and have to wait until I am ready its only fair for both of us. Please don't think I am against marriage. I am relationship retarded and I will leave it at that. I was so happy for her and her husband and almost cried, and although she is somewhat scared I know that because of everything she went through and how she grew in the last 10 years she is going to be an amazing mother.
When I was first asked I had to get her view on what a godmother was so that we were on the same page in regards to what would happen if anything should. I am a godmother to another and absolutely adore her, she is and will always be my dill pickle. Yes that is a nickname I came up with when she was born, I was the first to hold her and take her to the waiting room. She is 9 years old and amazing. Strong, independent and confident all things that her mother has instilled in her. Dill Pickle's mother is another dear friend (see friends post) and brings out confidence that hides in myself as well.
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