Temptation
That is the word that describes what I felt on Friday. Temptation to just chuck everything and move away far, far away.

On a happy moment you know when you see a person and they smile at you at your heart sort of goes AHHHH. Well that was the happy moment, he said hello what's going on. Childish yes, teen scream queen yes but everyone feels it I don't care how old you are.